When was the last time you laughed?
current mood: crushed
Murph hadn't laughed in a while, a long while. This was not normal for him in the least. The Irishman was used to laughing man times a day, and if he didn't laugh at least once an hour then in his opinion it was an hour wasted.
He felt like such a fool, and all the schooling in the world couldn't have prepared him for the hardest day to just live through. The one person who had helped him through the difficulty of being pulled away from his family was now gone as well. Unlike Ma and Connor however, this person, Murph refused to say the name to himself, chose to leave. Of course it had to be leaving in the "I don't want to see you anymore" sense rather than actual physical placement into another location. That would have been easier.
It wasn't even the leaving that angered Murph so much, it was the way in which it was done. He'd been so flippantly dropped, like an item that somebody no longer wanted in a store. It was worse than not existing. He'd been deceived, and turned his entire life around for what he so naively assumed had to be love. Laughing had come so easily before this, and had been amplified by someone who loved to laugh as much as he did. Murphy hated being so angry all the time, but all he really wanted was to laugh long and hard again.





